The Beauty of My Shadow

A Story of Strength

Non-Fiction - Memoir
Kindle Edition
Reviewed on 08/11/2014
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Author Biography

Samantha Michael, author of The Beauty of My Shadow: A Story of Strength, The Butterflies Above My Bed and The Princess in Pink: A True Tale was born in Ajax, Ontario. A bright, ambitious student on the verge of beginning university, her life was unexpectedly and permanently altered when in 1991 she suffered near-fatal injuries as the passenger in a single-car accident caused by a drunk driver.
That moment marked the beginning of a long and difficult recovery process starting with a month-long hospitalization. Despite the severe physical and emotional trauma she sustained, Samantha willed herself to push on and reconstruct her life, an experience that has inspired her to passionately pursue a range of activities, including Pilates, meditation, music therapy, art therapy, volunteerism, philanthropy and dance.
Today, Samantha serves on the board of the Ontario-based non-profit An Aid to Help Foundation, which she founded to help raise money for charitable causes in Canada and beyond. She has also assisted the National Arts Centre since 1999 as a volunteer. She lives with her beloved, ever-loyal canine companion Mya, in a home overlooking a vibrant forest, where the gentle sway of the wind chimes helps remind her of the beauty and tranquillity of life.

    Book Review

Reviewed by Anne-Marie Reynolds for Readers' Favorite

The Beauty of My Shadow is Samantha Michael’s story. It’s the story of how her entire life changed in an instant. At just 18 years old, Samantha was involved in a horrific car accident, caused by a young drunk driver. Pulled from the wreck, Samantha is barely holding on to life, but it’s when she comes out of the coma that the real horror begins for her. Suffering a brain injury, Samantha has to learn to live all over again and faces a life full of challenges. Twenty years after the accident, Samantha decides to tell her story, to talk about her recovery. She tells, in a sometimes humorous way, of her struggles – emotionally, physically and medically. She talks of how the accident affected her whole life including her friends and her family. She talks of when she decided to start up a non-profit organization to help others, called An Aid to Help Foundation. This is a story that will touch everyone who reads it, a learning curve and a warning of the dangers of drunk driving, of how it can destroy lives. But it’s also a story of triumph in the face of adversity, of having the strength to go on and live in spite of everything.

The Beauty of My Shadow by Samantha Michael was a real revelation. Both heartbreaking and humorous, Samantha wrote her book in such a way that I felt a part of her story, as if I was there living it with her. Having worked in a head injuries unit, I could empathize with much of what she said, having seen the effects of drink driving for myself. A wonderful story, told in a beautiful manner and holding many lessons for people to learn.

Patricia Reding

S.D. (Samantha Doris) Michael, seriously injured in a car accident at 18 years of age, tells her story in The Beauty of My Shadow. When Doris, who just left home for college, goes out with friends one night, the sister of one of her friends is to drive them home. Drunk, the 21-year-old woman causes an accident in which Samantha Doris is the only person injured. She is brought, via helicopter, to a Toronto emergency room where her parents and Aunt Gisele meet her. They learn that she suffered a severe closed-head injury and is now in a coma. Her face was severely scarred. Some time after the event, unable to re-connect with her life as “Doris,” the young woman changes her name to Samantha. The injury causes a “disconnect” between her and her former friends and between her new self and “Doris,” the young woman she once was. Though her journey is accompanied by many difficulties, her family and new friends help to usher her into a new life. Also, Princess Diana’s legacy lives on when readers learn of her visit to the recovery hospital where Samantha Doris spent some time. After years of legal disputes over the extent of her injuries and of undergoing medical procedures, Samantha emerges triumphant, building her own organization, An Aid to Help Foundation, dedicated to providing important life skills to young people to help them make good decisions.

The Beauty of My Shadow is a story of injury and recovery, pain and perseverance, anger and forgiveness, and emotional pain and healing. S.D. Michael walks readers through her journey with an honesty that is sometimes painful and always insightful. She provides information for hope and healing to others who have suffered similar injuries. Through her foundation, S.D. Michael offers her memoir, books for children, and a CD to promote meditation, an exercise that was instrumental in her recovery. While Samantha Doris will always know some loss, the gains she made in finding herself are the themes that readers will hold and carry forward. With her efforts to assist others and her finding the means to forgive others, Samantha Doris is more than just a survivor — she is a force for change.

Suzanne Cowles

The Beauty of My Shadow: A Story of Strength by S.D. Michael is a riveting memoir about a then eighteen-year old girl who recounts the tragedy that befell her one night in 1991, when her intoxicated friend drove her home. Unfortunately, Samantha instead was helicopter-lifted to a Toronto hospital and placed in ICU from massive head injuries caused from a single car accident. The horrific accident put Samantha in a coma with a respirator, catheter, feeding tube and IV. However, that was just the beginning of a lifetime struggle for recovery. The lingering injuries from facial scars, to vision and hearing loss, as well as brain damage were on the surface, but the real internal damage to psyche was buried deep. PTSD continued many years later as Samantha’s friend seemed oblivious to the consequences of her misjudgment. Without the ability to erase time, Samantha proceeded day by day to recapture her youthful vigor and started a not-for-profit, An Aid to Help Foundation. Channeling her negative emotions of anger and fear, she used Princess Diana’s lifetime of service to inspire her and motivate a positive change. This factual story recounts memory loss and emotional pain in a way that inspires others who are in the same situation. In addition to the book, there is a song on CD “Songs for Everyone” set to a relaxing tempo to accompany the reader through a heart-wrenching journey.

Anyone that has ever been in a car accident knows the pain and suffering and life disruption involved. Nevertheless, few can imagine skirting death only to have to rebuild a life from the bottom up. S.D. Michael in The Beauty of My Shadow: A Story of Strength does more than explain the aftermath of a fatal mistake; she provides a powerful account of bringing awareness about brain injury and the devastating effects, and encourages others to persevere.

Mamta Madhavan

The Beauty of My Shadow: A Story of Strength by S.D. Michael is a courageous story of recovery that will help many individuals who are recovering from traumatic injuries. Samantha Michael's world comes crashing down after being in an accident. Once out of a coma, she realizes that her life is not the same anymore and she has a lot of things to deal with; memory loss, physical scars, personality changes and also emotional pain. She accepts reality instead of clinging to her past and this book speaks of how her positive attitude helps her to cope with life and its challenges. The book is the story of her resilience, strength and perseverance and will motivate many readers to bring about changes in their personal lives.

It is definitely a heart-wrenching memoir which displays strength of character. It is a book that will bring awareness to those suffering from head injuries and it also inspires readers to accept the traumas that happen in life and rebuild themselves in a good way. Her physical problems and the emotional pain she undergoes strike a chord with readers. The author shares her struggles and her healing process in the book, which reveals the strength and willpower of a woman who wants to live her life. The few pictures the author has shared with readers give a glimpse into her personal life. The author's experiences teach readers through this courageous story of recovery and healing.

Jack Magnus

The Beauty of My Shadow: A Story of Strength is a memoir written by Samantha Doris Michael. Michael was in an accident at the end of the summer before her freshman year in college. She had been participating in a weekend outing with her friends, and the young women were out drinking at a bar. On the way back to the cottage where they were staying, Deborah, the older sister of one of the author’s friends, lost control of the car. Michael was rushed to the hospital with traumatic head injuries. When she woke, she had years of rehabilitation ahead of her and had little memory of what had happened before in her life. Her college plans were put on hold indefinitely due to the effects of the traumatic brain injury she had suffered. The Beauty of My Shadow: A Story of Strength is the story of that challenge and how she met it.

Samantha Doris Michael’s memoir, The Beauty of My Shadow: A Story of Strength, is awe-inspiring and somewhat humbling. Michael tells of those first few months, and later, years simply and honestly. The pain at having been literally abandoned by her friends is shared with candor, as is her despair at having such a monumental task being arbitrarily dumped in her lap. It’s not self-pity, however, that comes out in this awesome memoir; rather it’s a shared memory that was put out there to help others who have likewise been faced with a life-altering accident and for those who have a family member or friend in that situation. There’s so much in The Beauty of My Shadow. There’s her success with meditation, her work with Pilates and dance, and her idea to start the non-profit she sets up to help others. Michael’s memoir is also beautifully written and marvelous to read. I’m so glad she’s continuing to write. I’ll be looking for her other books.